We went tonight to the doctor and the verdict is in….bedrest it is. I am dilated 1 cm and that was enough for the doctor to make the decision. She is pretty confident that I will make it pretty far as long as I rest and not work and stress myself out. No matter how much I say that I sit down at work…the kids and environment can still be stressful and I do still need to stand and control them once in a while. So I am going in on Thursday to say goodbye and tie-up loose ends and then I am home. I am sure I will get over not going to work – but it is the transition that I think is causing me anxiety.
On the home front, I feel bad that I will not be able to help out. But I know Jen and Evan can handle it and someone said to me that two months of not doing anything is short compared to the healthy lives for our two little babies. 🙂
I go back next week on Thursday for another check and ultrasound…more to come.